Its another one of those days that I wished that I have no emotion at all, I wish that I feel no emotion, I wish I feel nothing; no hatred, no love, no fear, no anything. Another one of those days that start good until you encounter, see, hear something that will send emotions dropping on you like a pile of concrete bricks. I feel more alone than I ever was, and the weather isn't helping (oh thank you mother nature!). I guess I really am that stupid and stubborn, aren't I?

Gotta go walking, need to think this through...